Enough!

"Maybe we will meet again when we are better for each other"

No, that line is such fucking bullshit

I loved you with every inch of my fucked up heart and you couldn’t love me back

I was in recovery

I still am and I will be for the rest of my life

So please, if it is three years from now and you see me on the street

Don’t come up to me in the hope that you could rekindle the fire you started in my bones

You left me when I needed you

When I was crying for you on the bathroom floor at 4am

And no matter how much time passes

You will never be enough for me

You will never aid my recovery

You will only hinder it

And so I’m sorry sweetheart

I have to let you go

Please know this isn’t temporary

This is real

I gave you what I had left

I know it wasn’t much

But you spat it back at me anyway